Can't stop you, can't change your mind, can't do anything but show support for you. I understand on a small scale of what you're goin thru and wish you all the luck in the world you end up happier. I even thought from time to time at what it would like if I went thru with a sex change. I'm disturbed, I know. But I wouldn't mind being a hot attractive chick. Already got the skinny body to pull it off. Just got a few other physical aspects that are questionable to change. And thank you for pointing out that you are NOT gay. Nothing against that, it's just that people do tend to get that impression with those that get sex changes. I'm a guy, and even if I went thru something like this, I wouldn't touch another guy with a ten foot pole. I used to joke around with friends about this topic too, told them I always felt like a horny lesbian trapped in a man's body. Not sure how far the science has come on this, and sorry if I hit a sore spot here, but is it now possible for them to give you the ability to give birth also? I personally wouldn't do this unless I got the whole package. Aside from a strict Christian family, that too would make it harder for me. I can't even openly date chicks that are Bi without making certain family members disgusted at me. I'm a very open minded person, so I do support your decision on this. And F9thRet, I'm happy you didn't turn your back on your son like most would. No way I could live with myself if I disowned or turned my back on my kids if they were.