The easiest path is the one that is well trodden and goes downhill. As far doing good, well, good requires effort and reaching out to others, putting yourself at risk.

Human Nature is what it is--a predatory animal attempting to rise above its instincts. There are reasons all of our languages have words for good and evil.

IMO you sound depressed dude. Get outside in the sun and spend the afternoon with some buds at a BBQ. Nothing says love like burning animal flesh, booze and buds. Get primal and don't think so much for a few hours.