Maybe just stop playing? It's odd to me that you need inspiration to play a game. If you get to that point I would not play and do something else. Especially given your situation, it would probably be a good idea to spend most of your time trying to find employment.

MMO's are a huge time waster. You will waste years of your life before you realize. I know I have. I probably lost three years of weekends due to playing MMO's. That's a lot of time, and no I wouldn't have been watching TV instead so that argument will fail, I would have gone and done something with friends. Get out while you can. Once you do it you won't regret it.

Good luck!